Totally Angelified*

2006-11-16T22:25:00.000+08:00

Dear Bloggy,

Sorry,Bloggy..=(hv been abandoning u...life's quite busy...as the exam is juz around the corner...this is my last step...b4 continuing my next level of life...hmm..quite scared actually...dunno whether i can do my best...lack confidence...haha...shdnt hv complained here...quite embarassed...hmm..sometimes,i get confused in the middle of study..dunno y...that kind of feeling strikes me suddenly..without notice...maybe i m getting older...thinks alot of crappy stuff...haha...somehow,i couldnt find back the spirit i used to hv during f5..perhaps i hv changed...or juz tired to be the bookworm i used to be..haha..anyway,juz feel like wanna scribbles sth here b4 my exam...juz to let u know I STILL CARE ABOUT YOU!!!haha...dun get depressed tho i hv another "home".I STILL LOVE YA THE MOST!!!=Pk..till then...cya...muacks...hahahahahahaha..

2006-07-15T11:14:00.000+08:00

Dear Bloggy,

Hi,Bloggy.How r ya?havent seen u for quite a long time..kinda missed ya....=)my life has been busy recently...hmm..mind to tell u how's my life lately in mandarin?hehe....=p

嗯....不知怎么的....我觉得七月份是我过得最充实的月份。首先，我与３名网友见面了...哈哈！有点不可思议....＝P。。蛮有趣的。。尤其与CH见面。。由于没有先准备，所以得硬着头皮到处找人当＂导游＂。想不到平时蛮害羞的我竟然向一位不曾在＂现实＂生活里讲话的人＂借车＂。。蛮扯的吧！哈哈！＝P。。还好皇天不负有心人，否则他得在我的学校呆了一整天。＝P。不过，说真的，他的琴艺蛮精湛，可是自学的哦！佩服！他也算厉害制造话题，我俩似乎有说不完的话题。哈哈！

７月８日乃是本州元首的生日，所以当天的补习被cancel咯！咳！快闷死我了！任性的我只是发牢骚两句，结果老爸竟然说要带我到Ipoh找Jen。哈哈！当时的我傻了眼，以为他在跟我开玩笑！不过，闷得快发狂的我那会放弃任何外出的机会呢？＝P

到达目的地后，我便Jen询问location。当时她与家人正在shopping，本来打算打消念头，不过心里不断挣扎，想见见他们。＝）蛮紧张的....哈哈！身为gs的我绝对不会偏心，准备了一份小礼物给gsil作为见面礼。hehe...不过，我的LB则木头似的，真是气煞我了！算是给他的惊喜，不过他却...晕倒了！事后，他却解释说他是慢＂热＂的人。咳！我从大老远来等他的嚒！说真的，短短的的１０分钟见面的确蛮令人回味无穷....蛮期待下一次的见面。。＝）

接下来我的生活将更忙碌，不过说真的，我还蛮享受如此的生活。在来临的两个星期，我会参与各类活动如：登山乐,常识比赛,Chemistry Quiz,Penang Bridge Run等活动。我想在最后的高中生涯过的精彩且充实，不要让自己有后悔的机会。也不想像中五那年，毫无一丝值得我留念的回忆，真是凄凉！=)

嗯..我该去K书了。希望能与你分享虽短暂却温馨的moment...=)Tata~

2006-07-15T10:56:00.000+08:00

再一次拥有
我想念去年的冬天下着雪的那一夜
你给的温柔紧握的双手温暖整个寒冬

＊失去了曾经的拥有在你离开以后
带走了笑容只留下寂寞忘了幸福是什么

＃没有你的夜特别的漆黑只能闭上双眼去感觉没有我的夜谁在你身边代替了那个从前

REPEAT ＊，＃

能不能再听一次你说爱我回到还在你怀里的时候
能不能让我再一次拥有曾属于我的温柔
能不能让我再一次拥有曾属于我的温柔

2006-07-06T16:12:00.000+08:00

Dear Bloggy,

Hey,Bloggy.Dunno why....my feeling is a bit uncomfortable now...dunno why...dunno how to depict....1 hour n 48 minutes to go....i did nth at home...slacking all the way....n writing craps here...the weather is extremely hot...my head is very ache n hot now...juz like hving fever...or sth else....juz dunno....do i care?do i REALLY care?can u tell me wat's tat feeling?i'm puzzled....i can't concentrate in everything...WHY?WHY?WHY????

2006-05-31T23:06:00.001+08:00

Birthday Wishes

22.04.06 23:53 CLY

Happy Birthday,gal!Wish all your dreams come true!!!

22.04.06 23:55 HYZ

我认为健康和快乐是人生最重要的东西，如果可以转让，我愿意把我的那一份给你，祝你生日快乐。

22.04.06 23:57 Karen

Yo.Happy Birthday my friend:-)

23.04.06 00:55 FCHP

Happy birthday=)sorry i remembered it late.wonder wat to get you.....(p/s:=.=")

23.04.06 08:05 THM

Hihi.Happy Birthday!Got go anyway 2day to celebrate yr big day?(p/s:though u might be blurred sometimes,thanks alot for ur surprises=) )

23.04.06 12:13 NLL

Happy Birthday...little girl...

23.04.06 14:27 THM

Just now forget 2 tell u,SC want Me 2 wish u happy birthday,he dont hv yr hp no.Happy Birthday!!

23.04.06 15:31 TCT

祝你生日快乐，今年一定要加油哦！...

23.04.06 18:27 NSC(x2)

happy birthday!

23.04.06 20:13 ATG

HAI,2DAY X VY SPECIAL LA,BUT WHEN U RECEIVE DIS SMS,U THOUGHT SOMETHING ELSE LEH!?OK,U R RITE.HAPPY BIRTHDAY!HOW U'LL LIKE MY GIFT EVEN ONLY WORTH 5 CENTS!G9!(p/s:y muz he always use CAPS?)

2006-05-31T22:16:00.000+08:00

Dear Bloggy,

I would like to apologize here...to everyone tat hv been putting so much effort in supporting me,praying hard for me,doing everything for me....Honto ni gomenasai...for didnt reach ur expectations..somehow,I wonder how should I face my relatives,family members,frens n even siblings...I couldnt reach their expectation...really sorry...esp my GB(K)...I was even hiding frm them,frm their qs,frm greeting them,frm meeting them face to face...I would rather to be hiding frm them forever than seeing disappointment on their faces...am I stupid?It seems like I'm living to reach others' expectations.....sometimes,I even feel izzit worthy for me to be like tat?is tat the kind of life tat would lead me till the end of my breath?Shd I chart my own path?Or I juz wait patiently for the arrival of God's arrangement?I was confused during the arrival of rejection letter...It wasnt the first time...n yea...I expected I had done better than last year...perhaps it's destined by God?or it was juz another test for me by God?I was rather perplexed...n yet sad...I tried to study hard...to forget everything..but could I?It was indeed a hard period for me esp during term exam...I forced myself to study harder...to replace the regret n disappointment tat I had "granted" to them....staying back at skool library everyday to do revision...didnt switch on my hp...scared tat I would receive msges frm them...I was like "shutting" off my heart tat time...

Hmm..luckily I got LB(C)'s advices...he's indeed a potential councellor....like a father n a mother to me...hehe....anyway,I'm feeling better nowadays..at least didnt get the scholarship isnt the Armageddon of my world...still hv other routes...I guess God wont "shut" all the roads for me...I strongly believe:"when He shuts one door of urs,He would definitely open another route for u...."=)

2006-05-27T20:27:00.000+08:00

Dear Bloggy,

Heya,Bloggy!I missed u very much...=)have been waiting for the end of my mid-term exam n wanna tell u alot of things tat revolved around me lately...there were bunches of events happened which made me a better & mature person...hmm...where should I start?

Travelling back one month ago,I was chosen to sit for a selection test in kl...It was my first time to travel alone(meaning without company of my parents)..hmm..how to depict my feelings for tat moment?It was a mixture of feelings...it was cool,exciting n yet uneasy...I had been pleading for permission to travel down to kl with my ex-classmate..was allowed to travel alone(not actually alone) finally...but I was feeling anxious about the trip...after reading so many news about others especially gals being snatched n even murdered...

Luckily nothing bad happened during the whole trip..hmm..we reached there n it was kinda freezing cold as it was raining...but msges frm my amigo really worked..hehe...though one msg worths 5cents only,they warmed my heart better than a cup of Starbucks mocha...=)..my cousin brought us to hv "porridge steamboat"..wat a nice n warm welcoming dinner...haha=)love ya,sis...;)

We arrived at her fren's home n she was hving nap tat time...kinda paiseh to disturb others..*paiseh-ing*..hmm...anyway,her fren is really cool...I meant when she doesnt smile...haha...I was intimidated at first...hmm..she was going to sit for a test in Bar Council tat time if I was not mistaken...kinda impressed v her diligence...;)

After taking bath,we went out to "escape" frm somebody...haha...dunno how to explain here...=p...Firstly,we went to shop at Times Square.hmm...it was fun..yea..not to forget tat I had added sth to my collection...It's Panda Go Panda!which I had been searching for so many years...I was excited to find it there...without second thought,I bought it home..got a free Totoro wallet somemore..there are so many cool side products of Hayao Miyazaki's animes...kinda couldnt stand their temptation...but I still remember my fren's reminder:dont spend unnecessarily....=.="...haha..

Hmm..u know wat?my fren n I bought a cup of ice-cream which consisted of 3 unique flavours which costs us rm10 each...the ice-cream was branded Italiano sth...I guess it's frm Italy..haha..my cousin n her fren almost fainted when both of us said tat it was really worthy to eat..haha...my cousin said she never ate such an expensive ice-cream...even when she was small,her mom asked her to choose her fav ice-cream..she also chose the cheapest one..n her mom chose the most expensive one..=.="...haha....anyway,I felt satisfied for hv enjoyed such a smooth n original ice-cream..with mango,tiraimisu,raspeberry flavours....I would like to thanks my parents for giving birth to me so tat I hv the opportunity to taste such a great ice-cream.....

Later,we got the chance to experience the night-life of kl..not really night-life...hehe...we juz went to Chi Cheong Kai....how to describe my very first visit leh?it was more or less like a pasar malam...hmm..or more like a heaven of pirated stuff..watches,cds,handbags,clothes,n etc...most of them r pirated....hmm.another unique characteristic of tat "nite market" is there are many foreigners over there...juz like a little world...hehe...kinda cool..but didnt get anything frm there...not interested in buying branded n yet pirated stuff...hehe..except cds...=p..

After tat,we went back to her home...she was really a friendly n yet cool person...hmm..she doesnt know mandarin...so we were like translating wat we were chatting all the time...haha...my cousin was the main translator..she said some of her frens frm other states sound like china gals whenever they tried to converse in cantonese...hehe..luckily we didnt sound like them..=p...

Hmm..we woke up very early the next morning..but didnt wake them up yet...after taking breakfast,we then woke them up..my cousin was really sleepy...hehe...only able to wake her up after 20minutes...hehe..

Hmm..I sat for the test for half of the day..quite many students..met my senior there..didnt get the chance to meet fellow Recommers..tot they would wear ribbons on their hands...but ended up nobody wore it...=.="..haiz...wat a disappointment...hmm..almost met a Recommer..but due to fate,we didnt meet..but I was able to "spy" on him...:p..hehe..

Later,we went shopping again...haha..almost evolved into a shopaholic teenage gal..perhaps can
be the next Sophie Kinsella..hehe..but didnt "gain" much..juz one cd by Gary..n a shirt for my lil bro..nothing else..but kinda enjoyed the window shopping..tho didnt get much for myself..hehe..

Had lunch at a sushi restaurant at 4pm..haha..it was "lunch tea"..but the food tasted so-so..the soba was soggy..hmm..was too "full" to eat sushi..later rushed to parking lot to get to bus station in 15minutes..but there was traffic jam during tat time...they were kidding tat if we missed the bus,my cousin would drive us home..=p...but I'm really impressed v her driving techniques...haha...she was "drifting" all the way to bus station..=p..

We managed to reach the bus station on time...was kinda reluctant to leave kl..=(...I felt lucky to hv known my cousin n her fren..maybe it sounds weird when I said to know my cousin...frankly speaking,we never chatted so "freely" n "openly" be4...so it was my very first time to know my cousin better...kinda appreciated the opportunity to get to know her well..although it was only one day...=)..n yea...I invited her to visit me at penang someday...

Be4 boarding the bus,I almost bumped into a bus..=.="..fortunately,there was a stranger(martian) grabbed my hand suddenly...hehe...we were in the same bus...the martian was sitting in front of me....hehe...the end....=p..I was really tired...took a nap...n mced frens frantically..=p...too bored..hehe...

After reaching Ipoh,I went back to sleep immediately without hving dinner...was like a log..hehe...but the next morning kena back to penang as my lil bro had his tuition class at 9am...

That's all for my kl trip...hehe...feel really lucky to hv met so many cool frens out there...one of my best present for my 18th bday...=)

2006-05-27T18:34:00.000+08:00

#Life is too short and wasteful for me to mourn over the past.

by Angelia*

2006-05-12T12:12:00.000+08:00

Your Birthdate: April 23

You're not good at any one thing, and that's the problem.

You're good at so much - you never know what to do.

Change is in your blood, and you don't stick to much for long.

You are destined for a life of travel and fun.

Your strength: Your likeability
Your weakness: You never feel satisfied
Your power color: Bright yellow
Your power symbol: Asterisk
Your power month: May

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

2006-05-10T19:00:00.000+08:00

Dear Bloggy,
Suddenly, I love my school very much...=)...maybe it's from the bottom of my heart.....or maybe it's just the effect of caffein.....:P.....

2006-04-23T14:41:00.000+08:00

Dear Bloggy,

Hi,Bloggy.How r u?I m really touched today....lotsa unpredictable surprises...haha.....

Starting frm yesterday, I was having kinda complicated feeling....how to depict it?hmm...having my 18th bday means I hv to be more responsible for more aspects n hv to endure more difficulties n bear more burden...but at the same time,I also felt excited abt it...thinking wat kind of bday would my frens n family members would grant me...=p....n of course wat kind of presents would I get...=p...hehe....

Let me start frm yesterday's schedule...woke up at 7am..then K books till 9.30am...caught the Tortoise Bros n put them back into their "nest"...hehe...hmm...quite a long time havent been "feeling" their weights liao...haha...I guess they have gained weight liao..=p...hehe...not bad huh?...it strongly proves tat my family never let them famished or torture them..=p...After tat,I went to wash my clothes liao..didnt want face the "king kong boble" of my mom...=p...washing clothes while listening to MY FM was really cool..=p..hehe...I chose to wear skirt n blouse..hehe...my amigo must be surprised leh...=p...

Hmm..I asked WPC to write a testimonial for me..=p...must be bday testi oh...hehe..he immediately wrote me one...wat a nice fren..."enuf" fren(in mandarin)....After tat,I went to tuition liao..hmm..LYS & CSL was screaming when they saw me wearing skirt..=p...then they said"18 liao...grown up liao...etc.....hehe...really hilarious...I did wear ta skirt b4,it was juz tat they didnt come for tuition class nia...=p...During tuition lesson,I was a bit hyperactive,perhaps it was due to air-conditioner...or juz PBS hormone was raging...=p....(p/s:someone knows this abbr well...=p)

Finally I could "survive" till 4.15pm.Couldnt wait to back to my "nest",but CSL's car was blocked by a lorry.We were laughing at others when the tutor informed us abt a car had blocked the traffic out there,now reach the turn we faced such problem.Haiz..shouldnt had chortled juz now...luckily,the owner was working in the neighbouring factory..if not,I didnt know wat shd we do...

After arriving at home,the first thing I did was rushing to pc..although my stomach was rumbling,I was lazy to eat..=p..As a result,my mom served me with some food..after crapping v GB,I went to take a siesta.

The Superstar programme was on tv when I woke up.Act,I wasnt tat fanatic abt the tv show,but after being "influenced" by my fellow classmates,I started to love tat show.Out of my expectation,the gal who impressed me last time went on tv leh..but she had changed alot indeed,transformed into a pretty gal...Without the companion of tears,she was even more courageous,more confident.Her dancing steps were quite smooth...v the song "我要７２变",she managed to bring the atmosphere to the highest point...*clap hand*

Then,I went to tutor.Taught my student to write an essay v more than 1 hour,using the rest of the time to teach her math.LMF msged me suddenly,I did reply his msges.He was the first to wish me happy bday thru sms.hehe.Aunt Donna was the first who used yahoo messenger to wish me happy bday.LSE was the first to wish me happy bday thru hp.haha..the sec one was LB(C) n the third was CZK.But nobody called me after that.*embarassed*=(I tot GB(K) would call me up...n I was thinking tat F would call me up to say hepi bday...but F juz kept mcing me...=.="luckily,LB used S to call me for abt 4 minutes..hehe...CLY,HYZ & Karen didnt forget to sms me..hehe..was really contented n happy...hooray...hehe...was too excited till couldnt sleep..haha..=p....

Hmm..LB(C) introduced a fren to me,her name was J.she was really a nice conversationalist..not bad...not bad...not bad...=)

Was thinking to online immediately ah!Wanna see wat they had written for me...=)I was busy tidying up my bedroom after offline juz now...should at least get myself a "clean" room for my bday...hehe..=p

Feeling really sleepy now...*yawn*..should sleep now...tmr hv to tidy up my living room,do hwn revise biology.cya,my Bloggy!=)Take good care & God bless!=)

2006-04-14T22:10:00.000+08:00

Wat a nice pic!=)It looks like the little Angel had lost a feather...we should be grateful to her for leaving such a memorable n incredible moment to us...=)....thanks to Kumo for telling me abt tat website...=)

2006-04-14T22:06:00.000+08:00

#Dream the impossible dream.Dreaming it may make it possible.It often has.=)

2006-04-14T22:03:00.000+08:00

*Raising your voice lowers your power.Little people talk BIG.Big ones listen BIG.#

2006-04-11T18:52:00.000+08:00

Dear Bloggy,

Hi,Bloggy.Have been missing u though I'm busy..Wanna tell u one thing..I posted a msg to radio station..but didnt manage to get my msg read by the DJ..=(..anyway,last week was still one of my happiest week in April I guess:p...guess wat?I went to Popular bookstore in Midlands twice a week...Y did I frequent there?hehe...actually,there was a book sale there..n the highest discount they offered was up to 90%...haha...It was my second time to grab such a great opportunity..hehe...I went there thrice last year...juz to buy books n cds..hehe...Wat did I manage to "gain" this time?2 ORIGINAL cds n more than 10 books..hehe...I bought both the cds v discount up to 70%.I was like excited till speechless..hehe...I got Jason Mraz's cd at last...haha...hmm...I guess though I'm abit shopaholic...yet manage to shop smartly...=p...

My amigo also managed to get her fav stuff..hehe...really a great deal...we both got wat we yearned for so long..not to forget the bday present for our beloved headmaster...it was a cd box v a great collection of oldies...hope he loves our gift...=)..it was kinda headache when we were choosing the first n perhaps last gift for our headmaster...he's going to retire tmr...he's really a nice headmaster..though others might not like changes tat he had done to our skool...haha...act,I never really chatted v my headmster b4...juz went to meet him to sign some documents b4...anyway,he's a friendly n yet cool headmaster...salute u...my headmaster....=)

It was a tiring day indeed...but it was exciting as well....hopefully my headmaster will love our perfect gift.....=)

2006-04-04T23:41:00.000+08:00

*Stressed is just desserts if you can reverse.#

2006-03-30T17:41:00.000+08:00

Dear Bloggy,

Hi.How r u,Bloggy?Sorry for hv been abandoning u lately...My life is still as busy as usual..Just finished reading the latest post of Casper..dunno why...I missed my lil bro rite now...It's his first time to be travelling "independently"..haha..he had never been staying overnite outside before...he's such a stay-at-home person..seldom hanging out v frens...Reading thru the story really made me touched....n recalled the memories tat we both had spent together for years...he's my only sibling...juz one year younger than me...hmmm..though he's younger than me,he looks more "matured" than me...haha...juz the outer appearance..his mindset is still a bit childish somehow...I could remember visibly tat we both were always "forced" by parents,uncles n aunts to snap photos...we both act didnt really love to take photographs tho...coz we were always "forced" to wear "formally" such as gowns n tuxedos...haha..it was kinda itchy everytime I wore the gowns....tat's I hv never been wearing skirts or gowns except skool uniform since then...there is one thing tat I muz tell u....haha...my lil bro is really cute n handsome...he looked like an Eurasian when he was small...but he's still good-looking n tall now...hehe...frankly speaking,I m proud to hv such a handsome bro...hehe..I can even imagine tat he would become a top model someday...I m pretty confident v him...hehe...

Other than hving nice outer appearance,he has other good characteristics as well...hmm...he's actually quite smart..talented in artistic n technical stuff...he's a caring person as well...how to say?my grandma told me tat he always leaves more "lauk-pauk" to me when he has his meal first...haha...kinda touched by him...hmm...he loves to cook as well...he often helps me to make pizzas or bake cheesecake...hehe...quite hard to find such a good helper nowadays...:p....

I still could remember visibly tat I taught him for months when he was hving his pmr exam...I was hving spm exam tat time...hmm...luckily he managed to pass the exam v flying colours,or else I would be mad v him..hehe...but since he studied in f4, I hardly teach him anymore...I tried to make him to be more "independent"...feel kinda regretful sometimes....dunno whether my action is rite or not...I juz pray hard tat he could get nice result in spm or get into matriks if possible...:)

He's kinda "stingy" somehow...how to say leh?he seldom spends his money...he keeps most of his pocket money...never bought a present to me tho I hv bought lotsa xmas gifts for him...=.="...but I guess God is fair lah...coz it would be more balanced to hv a "extravagant" daug n a "mean" son in a family..haha...jklah...I m not really a spendthrift lah...I juz love to spend money on books n music...hehe...tat's y it makes me "looked" a "spendthrift" most of the time...he hardly spends much money on books coz I bought all the ref books most of the time..he juz "inherited" my books....so,I m "innocent"lah...hehe....

Hmm...I guess I hv to stop here...will continue my sharing of stories of my lil bro in "detailed" next time...hehe...bye...cya....

2006-03-23T13:35:00.000+08:00

Dear Bloggy,

Hi,Bloggy.How r u?I feel very happy today though I'm still sick coz my house----Green House has won the first place among 5 houses.Bravo for GREEN HOUSE!!=)Today was the last chance for me to participate in Sukan Tara in my high school.I had strived hardly to get scores for my house.Even though I was feeling unwell during the Sukan Tara,I still tried my best to play my role well as a member of Green House.=).Albeit I got hurt in the high jump,I guess I won't feel regret for the rest of my life.=)hmm...It was my first time to be so "closed" to the earth of my school..haha..Due to the heavy rain last nite,the field was rather muddy.As I didnt want to slip off during the race,I decided to be barefooted for the whole race.haha...felt rather excited as I never tried this before..I could feel the cold soil running through my toes... it was quite dirty n unhygienic,but I felt as happy as Larry for wat I had done.I also felt touched for wat my house members had done for our house.We cheered n clapped happily for those who managed to score.We shouted "Gambatez" for our members when they were running swiftly...I shall remember this day for the rest of my life..Wat a memorable day in JSHS for me!You might be feeling weird tat why I didnt enjoy my Sukan Tara for the past few years..haha...Frankly speaking,I was such a bookworm till I was totally indifferent in those sport events.=p..haha..Form Six seems to be a significant stage for the rebirth of the whole new me...*wink*.hmm..tell u one thing...I m the representative of my house in the 800m race during the annual Sport's Day.hmm..just hope tat I wont disappoint my house members in next month Sport's Day.I guess I hv to stop here..hv to duty for library today..bye..cya...Have a nice day!=);)

2006-03-22T13:16:00.000+08:00

Dear Bloggy,

Hi,Bloggy.How r u?I was getting better till last nite.I had been suffering from excruciating pain for the whole nite...=(I started to feel uncomfortable since 11pm.Then I asked my mom to rub my stomach v certain herbal medicine but her effort seemed to be in vain.It didnt help to ease my pain..=(I tried to sleep by shutting off the fan n wrapping myself in jacket n blanket..I managed to sleep for abt 1 hour,n then couldnt sleep anymore...It was really painful,I kept tossing n turning abt in bed all nite..Sometimes,I couldnt bear the pain n woke up to "wander" around my house.haha..if somebody woke up at the middle of the nite,he or she might be scared off after seeing me walking around the house..:p..I glanced at the clock,it was 2am...I was praying hard tat God will help me to ease the pain...n hoping tat the nite would get over soon...haiz...my grandma was awaken by me..I was sleeping on the floor tat time.She then went to get pickled raddish for me..it was brownish black in colour..looked disgusting for me...I was too painful tat time,so I ate it without second thought.It was salty,so I gulped in a cup of water after eating it..hmm..then my grandma helped me to rub my stomach again.I slept on couch which made me feel more cosy if compared to mattress..Luckily,I managed to sleep soundly after 3am.Didnt attend skool today..Went to see another doctor today..He told me tat I got gastritis..which "evolved" frm gastro-enteritis..It is the inflammation of the stomach...I guess I shd be grateful as it is one organ less affected by the disease since gastro-enteritis involves both the stomach n intestines....anyway,I hv to stop here...hv to attend tuition later..hopefully I will be getting better soon..=)

2006-03-20T16:14:00.000+08:00

Dear Bloggy,
This is the disease tat I hv been suffering for 2 days...I've got the chance to learn a new scienctific term...isnt it cool?.....

2006-03-19T19:13:00.000+08:00

Dear Bloggy,

Hi,Bloggy.I m feeling sick now....I m hving stomach-ache n diarrhoea rite now...:(..really suffering...sob...sob..sob...have been going to toilet for "flushing action" for more than 8 times...:(....sob...sob...sob...dunno y...hv taken supplementary food juz now...but still I'm not feeling well...I have been not eating any meat, seafood,curry,roasted,baked food n even eggs for two days due to doctor's advice. I have been eating veges n fruits n drinking mixed vege n fruit juice for two days...feel like a "vegetarian"...n even feel disgusted whenever I see veges now...ergh....n wat I get now is diarrhoea n stomach-ache...I dont hv appetite to eat fish porridge...I feel like wanna puke when I smell the fishy porridge...ergh......trying to distract my attention frm the thought of wanna vomit...:(....sob..sob...God,please forgive my sins n please help me to cure my sickness....pls...pls...pls...

2006-03-17T19:05:00.000+08:00

Dear Bloggy,

Hi,bloggy.How r u doing there?Hmm...I went to state library today to revise chemistry....everything was doing ok except one incident.I "lost" my chemistry note after going for a call of nature..I was scared tat time coz my chemistry notes r so invaluable to me...I kept searching the spot..actually,I put my notes on the stair before going to toilet...but it's weird for it to get disappeared..=.=it doesnt hv legs afterall...=.=and who's on earth so "ennui" to steal my chemistry notes?=.="I informed the librarian abt the incident..she told me tat sometimes others' bags got stolen as well...I was thinking tat my notes dont worth tat much to others gua...unless tat person didnt bring tissue papers n used my notes to wipe his or her ***.I kept looking for it in every corner of the library,even in the dustbins...maybe I could "trace" the thief b4 he or she got escaped...=.="..but my effort was in vain...after all,nobody was interested in stealing my notes...=.="..then I thought tat maybe my frens were around n was "kidding" v me by hidding my notes...=.="but didnt see any frens around...I couldnt continue without my notes...:(...I prayed hard to God...suddenly my eyes glanced at photostate table...I went to search for my notes.haha...thanks God...I had finally found back my notes...haha....almost wanted to "kiss" them...hehe...but didnt do it at last coz I was in the library...didnt want to get embarassed...phew...then I continued to revise chemistry...it made me feel how important chemistry notes to me..:p..haha...

2006-03-17T09:50:00.002+08:00

What Is Happiness?

What is happiness?i m searching for the answer......somebody pls tell me.....thanks.........

2006-03-14T22:00:00.000+08:00

It had been a great day for me....Woke up at 8am,preparing for outing v fren n her children... Sitting inside her new Vios,listening to fav songs n reading self-enrichment book were really great ways to start a brand new day...Was amazed by the gathering of kingfishers in the middle of the sea...I guess tat signified a sunny n bright day...:)
Our first destination is War Museum in Batu Maung.The entrance fee is kinda expensive but worthwhile.RM15 for per adult n RM7.50 per child.hmmm...we went to an exhibition room firstly.her children dared not stepping inside as they were too overwhelmed by fright...so i went inside v her only,leaving them waiting outside..the was a secret tunnel inside,i went inside v a bunch of school gals(i guess they were hving historical excursion there.)..i guided them inside the tunnel as i brought my torchlight.it was exciting n fun as we didnt know wat was ahead of us..heard tat there might be bats "landing" on ur heads if u r "lucky"..haha...but it was a totally safe journey..none of us got hurt or "stepped" by bats...:)..we continued our visit after getting out of the tunnel..there were photos,boots n other stuff being exhibited there..act,there was another smaller tunnel tat i didnt venture inside as i wore skirt today...haha..scareless me rite(heard tat there might be centipedes,wildcats,snakes,spiders n other small creatures appeared uninvitedly...haha..)...i heard the gals said that they shd wear skirt instead of wearing jeans as the weather was kinda hot...we were sweating profusely after venturing into the secret tunnel...
After finished browsing thru tat spot,we continued our journey.We climbed up a stair...finding out another huge part of the routes..we saw a cannon spot without cannons.....=.=....was kinda weird..maybe they were being removed to Fort Wellesly...=.=...there was spot where the British spied on and shot their enemies which came to Penang thru water pathway...we kept on walking til reached the place which was designed like a battle field...we were trying to venture into tat place but were scared away by a black dog..after tat,we realized tat it was act a spot for paintball...=.="...we saw lotsa bullet traces all over the walls...our attention was captured by torture room.we saw a few photos where the victims of Jap were being tortured inhumanely. :(...we were startled as we could see the penentrations on their bodies...the tools which were used to torture them also being exhibited there..although they were already rusty,their cruelty to human beings couldnt be forgotten for the rest of their lives...
There was a room which was quite eerie...it was served as a place where criminals were sentenced to death by hanging...we were pretty frightened by the design inside tat particular room...as there was really sth "white thing ""hung"up inside the room...kinda spooky..even when I am writing abt it rite now...Another thing tat got me hooked on was the rooms which were used as kitchens,dispensary and medical rooms.there was a artificial nurse inside which shocked us...haha...we supposed tat place shd be "uninhabited"...:p...the children were scared to stiff by a fake human who was "fastened" n burnt....it was another merciless punishment conducted by Jap...haiz...we ended up the trip by buying some souvenirs frm the shop...I boughta few bookmarks n postcards...It was indeed a great historical trip...we were like travelling into the past thru time machine....kinda cognitive for us...
Next,we visited Batu Maung Aquarium.It was my first time to visit pg's aquarium..haha..kinda embarassed...:p...but it was really cool n exciting...we saw alot of fishes..including Nemo the Clownfish and starfish...hehe.my fav fishes ..ever thought of keeping both as my pets...:p...but couldnt find any so far...:(....the fishes were colourful n mysterious...there was a type of fish which has teeth which resembles baby's teeth inside its mouth...was amazed...haha...it was like trying to "chat" v us when we got closed to it...hehe...really unique...sea urchins were another attraction to us...they were black in colour v one "fake" eye n some blue spots on their bodies.....not sure wat were them...it was kinda pitiful to see most of the anemones ad died inside the aquarium...haiz...too bad...turtles were really cuteeeeeeee...hehe...we "belanja" them makan...they were scrambling for limited food...hehe..n one thing tat surprised us was we found out the reason y tortoises won in the race between rabbit n tortoise...coz for the first time I saw one of the turtles "sped" over "normal" limit today...haha...it "ran" rounding the container with high speed n splashed out water on us...haha...it was amazing...after tat,we ended up our trip to aquarium as our stomaches went out on "strikes"...haha..
We went to Gurney Plaza to "cure" our stomaches...:p...we were keeping in shilly-shally on deciding which restaurant to hv our lunch..finally we decided to hv our meal in Ipoh Street cafe..haiz..it was a disappointing meal as the food tat we ate werent the same in the huge photos they were hanging in their cafe...haiz....too bad...we juz roughly had our lunch n continued our next important destination..haha...
We went to Popular bookstore n were hanging out there for almost 3 hrs...haha...I bought a cd which entitled You're Beautiful...it was act a great deal as I got 2 cds v 1 price...hehe...i m currently listening to the album while updating my blog...hehe...nice songs...hmm..besides tat,I also bought a book on travelling...hehe...I m planning to backpack travel someday...so I hv to be more well-prepared now...hehe...act,I also wanted to buy books which entitled Can You Keep A Secret? frm the Shopaholics series...but my budget didnt allow me to do so...haiz...the popular fair downstairs didnt reach my expectation though...so didnt buy any books there...haiz...but overall,I was satisfied by my gain...hehe...:p
We went back to bm afterwards...I fell asleep in the car..it was indeed a tiring n yet exciting day for me...totally different frm the days of hving tuitions n classes...feeling my mind was freed frm stress n problem...hehe...
After reaching bm,we had our dinner at the "alfresco area" which was a stone throw frm my house...the food there was really delicious...x100 much better than the one we had this afternoon..n definitely much cheaper....we had satay,"ikan panggang",laksa,mihun goreng,yam cake,"chai kuey",hokkien mee,kuey kak,.....haha...(Warning:dont drool in front of ur pc when u read this part....I wont be responsible for tat...:p)
After reaching home,I juz took a bath n started writing my blog...haha...finally finished updating liao...post ur comments freely...*wink*..ur comments will be welcomed gladly...:)

2006-03-12T15:53:00.000+08:00

情书 Leobeu Leteo

＂别走，留下来，当我的朋友，请你留下来，不要离开我！＂
＂我答应你，以后我会当你的爸爸，妈妈，我会当你的朋友，一直陪着你，直到死亡把我们分开！＂
＂Don't go,please stay here,be my friend,please stay here,don't leave me!""I promise you,I'll be your dad,your mom,I'll be your friend,accompany you always,till death separate us apart!"

＂我可以再要求一件事吗？当个好神父...... 为了我..... 还有我们到了另一个世界时，记得来找我"
＂会的，我会去找你的。就算你成为了最微小的尘埃...... 我会再找到你的。＂
＂Can I ask for something?Be a good pastor...for me......when we reach another world,don't forget to find me."
"I'll...I'll go to find you.Even though you transform into the tiniest dust....I'll also find you."

"我现在很幸福 ...... 让我幸福的理由中，你总是占第一个。"
"I feel very blissful now......the factors which make me feel blissful, you are always the first one."

"我要告解，我伤了她的心，我说过我不会让她失望，我说过我愿意做她的朋友...... 但是我伤了她的心。"
"I want to confess,I have hurt her heart,I promised I would never disappoint her,I said I would be willing to befriend with her......but I have hurt her heart."

"那你现在答应我，即使成为神父，也永远会陪伴着我，答应我，你不会从你的心里推开我，你会继续听我告解，然后无条件的原谅我，你会永远为我祈祷；还有，如果我结婚了，结婚弥撒也由你来做，答应我，还有我小孩的洗礼仪式也由你来担任。""然后还有...... 如果我死了，那我的终传圣事也会由你担任，就这样一生都会陪伴在我的身边，不会放开我的手...... 答应我，安德烈。"

"Then you promise to me now,even though u become a pastor,you will still accompany me forever,promise me,you won't refuse me from your heart,you will continue listening to my confession,then forgive me unconditionally,you will pray for me forever;if I get married,the marriage Misa should be done by you,promise me,my children' baptism will be conducted by you.""After that,my death ceremony should be carried out by you,accompanying me for the whole live,never let my hand off.......promise me,Andrea.

"以爱情为名，犯下罪恶也没关系吗？
以爱情为名，任何事都可以被原谅吗？"

"Is it ok to commit crimes for the sake of of love ?
Is everything gonna be forgiven for the sake of love?"

2006-03-09T23:34:00.001+08:00

爱之句

惜缘的流星对大家说：爱＋爱＝非常的爱，爱－爱＝爱的起点，爱x爱＝无限的爱，爱／爱＝唯一的爱。但愿你我日后都幸福快乐........................

孤单是一种冷，让我想起我们，回忆这东西，来的时候总是那么狠，很想念一个人，隐约记得你的体温，我扪心自问，还能不能爱上别人.........

爱情可以超越时空，穿过永恒，以只存在恋人鼻息间秘密的香味，传递着永远相爱的讯息..........

2006-03-09T22:29:00.000+08:00

７号幸福入口

站在这里已经好久。
只为了一句话。
＂这是一个通往幸福的入口。＂
我有点不太相信，所以，握着月票的我犹豫着。
到底该不该走进去呢？
身边好多人都在看，却没人有胆量奉步走进这＂幸福的入口＂。
时间就这样流逝，包括了你的青春和我的欢笑。
突然，地铁服务人员走过来说：＂这是最后一班列车咯！＂
我望着他，突然下了决定。
带着微笑，我穿越了通往幸福的第７号入口。
回过头，就看见穿越同样入口的你。
于是，我知道，幸福已经在炎炎的三月天萌芽了。

Translation:

The 7th Entrance of Happiness

Had been standing here for quite long,
Just for some words.
"This is the entrance to reach bliss."
I was sceptical about it,so, hesitantly, I grabbed the ticket.
To enter or not to enter?
There was a crowd of people besides me kept looking at,
but nobody ventured into the entrance of happiness.
Time slipped by,including your youth and my laughter.
Suddenly,the officer came to inform:"This is the last trip of train!"
I looked at him,made a decision abruptly.
Covered with smile,I travelled into the 7th entrance of bliss.
Turning back,I saw you walking into the same entrance with me.
Therefore,I realized that, the seeds of felicity had germinated in the scalding hot March....

2006-03-03T17:15:00.000+08:00

Hi Bloggy,
Feeling frustrated now...the chemistry test will be held on mon n yet i dont hv the slightest idea on how to memorize those reactions(esp haloalkane),plus the scalding hot weather really make me feel irritated....it's really headache now...feel like wanna sing my heart out n have a soothing cry b4 continuing with my organic chemistry...ergh.......not much frens online now...haiz...couldnt find a close fren to confide my frustration...ergh..Dearest God,pls send somebody to help me detoxify my "mood" b4 i get bursted....

2005-12-11T22:18:00.000+08:00

My Sweetest Encounter With Il Divo

Guess why did I post Passera lastly?Hehe..There is an anecdote behind this tuneful and romantic song.Guess what?I had the sweetest encounter with four tres good looking guys in my dream..haha:P.OK.Let me tell you the story in detailed.It happened one night when I had a tight sleep(you're really crappy..of course it happened during night..or else u must had been daydreaming...=.=)They "intruded" into my dream valley without any omen..(=.=")They seemed to be having a charitable performance in my hometown..Hmm..but don't know why...I got the golden opportunity to walk with four of them...which was a fantastic experience for me..:P..We had a little chit-chat,but I forgot about the topics that we had talked.Suddenly,one of them asked me which one of their songs is my favourite.Without second thought,I blurted out Passera which brought to the next interesting incident.One of the members blushed furiously.Haha..His other friends told me that it is his favourite song too...Frankly speaking,he was drop dead gorgeous when he blushed.This was the most memorable event in the whole dream..Haha...Anyway, I felt exhilarated for the ephemeral and yet heart-warming encounter with them..*wink*..I would like to get this chance to deliver my deepest gratitude to my frens, Karen and Yik Wen who had recommended such a fabulous band group to me as I really lurve and fanatics about them and their songs, of course.Thanks to my dad who always play their songs whenever he switches on the pc...which might indirectly helped me to get such a fantastic dream ....or else I would never had such an amazing experience..:P..hehe..

2005-12-11T22:05:00.000+08:00

Robert Frost (1874–1963). Mountain Interval. 1920.

The Road Not Taken

TWO roads diverged in a yellow wood,

And sorry I could not travel both

And be one traveler, long I stood

And looked down one as far as I could

To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,

And having perhaps the better claim,

Because it was grassy and wanted wear;

Though as for that the passing there

Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay

In leaves no step had trodden black.

Oh, I kept the first for another day!

Yet knowing how way leads on to way,

I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh

Somewhere ages and ages hence:

Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—

I took the one less traveled by,

And that has made all the difference.

2005-12-11T21:58:00.000+08:00

Daily Prayer

Dear Lord-
I'm proud to say, so far today
I've got along all right;
I have not gossiped, whined or bragged,
or had a single fight.

I haven't lost my temper once,
Or criticized my mate,
I have not lied, I have not cried,
Or loudly cursed my fate.

So far today I've not one time
Been grumpy or morose,
I've not been spiteful, cold or vain,
Self-centered or verbose.

But Lord, I'm going to need your help
Throughout the hours ahead,
So give me strength, Dear Lord, for now
I'm getting out of bed.

John T. Baker

2005-12-10T22:32:00.000+08:00

Il Divo Passerá Lyrics

Passera

Le canzoni non si scrivono
ma nascono da sé
son le cose che succedono
ogni giorno intorno a noi
le canzoni basta coglierle
ce n'e' una anche per te
che fai più fatica a vivere
e non sorridi mai.
le canzoni sono zingare
e rubano poesie
sono inganni come pillole
della felicità
le canzoni non guariscono
amori e malattie
ma quel piccolo dolore
che l'esistere ci da'
passerà, passerà
se un ragazzo e una chitarra sono li
come te, in città
a guardare questa vita che non va
che ci ammazza d'illusioni
e con l'età delle canzoni
passerà su di noi
finiremo tutti in banca prima o poi
coi perché, i chissà
e le angosce di una ricca povertà
a parlare degli amori che non hai
a cantare una canzone che non sai come fa
perché l'hai perduta dentro
e ti ricordi solamente
passerà ....
in un mondo di automobili
e di gran velocità
per chi arriva sempre ultimo
per chi si dice addio
per chi sbatte negli ostacoli
della diversità
le canzoni sono lucciole
che cantano nel buio
passerà prima o poi
questo piccolo dolore che c'e' in te
che c'e' in me, che c'e' in noi
e ci fa sentire come marinai
in balia del vento e della nostalgia
a cantare una canzone che non sai
come fa
ma quel piccolo dolore che sia odio, o che sia amore
passerà
passerà, passerà
anche se farai soltanto la la la
passerà, passerà
e a qualcosa una canzone servirà
se il tuo piccolo dolore
che sia odio o che sia amore
passerà.

2005-12-10T22:19:00.000+08:00

Il Divo The Man You Love Lyrics

The Man You Love

Si me ves hallarás en mis ojos el amor
eres tú la mitad que a mi vida completó
Lo que soy te daré sin miedo a algun error
creo en ti y dejaré en tus manos mi ilusión.
Quiero estar dentro de tu corazón,
Poder lograr que me ames como yo.

I only wanna be the man
to give you everything I can
every day and every night
love you for all my life.
I don't wanna change the world
as long as you're my girl it's more than enough,
just to be the man you love

Quiero ser el lugar donde puedas refugiar
el temor y calmar en mis brazos tu ansiedad
Desde hoy voy a ser todo para ti
Hasta ayer te soñé y ahora estás aquí
Quiero oir tus secretos, lo que sueñes descubrir,
quiero amarte así.

I only wanna be the man
to give you everything I can
every day and every night
love you for all my life.
I don't wanna change the world
as long as you're my girl it's more than enough,
just to be the man you love.

I only wanna be the man
to give you everything I can
every day and every night
love you for all my life.
I don't wanna change the world
as long as you're my girl it's more than enough,
just to be the man you love.

Just to be the man you love

2005-12-10T22:14:00.000+08:00

Il Divo Ti Amerò Lyrics

Ti Amero

La notte scivola sul mondo
Che si addormenterà
E la luna vestirà d'argento
Il mare e le città
E tu mi mancherai
Più ancora
Quanto non lo sai
Continuerò a credere che
Siamo un'anima, io e te
E ti amerò comunque, lo so
Anche se non sei con me
Io ti amerò
Ti porterò con me nel sole
Nei sogni che farò
Ruberò i colori del mattino
E un cielo limpido
Su cui dipingerò il tuo viso
E sorriderò
Continuerò a credere che
Siamo un'anima, io e te
E ti amerò comunque, lo so
Anche se non sei con me
Mi manchi più che mai stasera
Quanto non lo sai...

2005-12-10T21:56:00.000+08:00

Il Divo Dentro un Altro Si Lyrics

Dentro un Altro Si

Cambia forma e poi
Piano se ne va
Cosi rimaniamo qai
Indifesi noi
Persi e fragli
Noi che eravamo cosi simili
Senza paure senza limiti
Sai l’amore cambia in noi
Ma io lo ritroverò l’amore che non ho
Per le vie del mondo
Io ti ritroverò
Prima o poi cosi
Dentro un altro siIo avrò la forza per
Trovare l’energiaNella vita mia
Rinascerò da questi brividi
In territori vasti e liberi
Ed io ritoverò l’amore che non ho
Per le vie del mondo
Io ti o poi così
Dentro un altro si
Io lo ritroverò l’amore che non ho
Io ti ritroverò
Prima o poi così
Prima o poi dentro un altro si

2005-12-10T21:01:00.000+08:00

Il Divo Nella Fantasia Lyrics

Nella Fantasia

Nella fantasia io vedo un mondo giusto,
Li tutti vivano in pace e in onestà.
Io sogno d'anime che sono sempre libere,
Come le nuvole che volano,
Pien' d'umanità in fondo all'anima.

Nella fantasia io vedo un mondo chiaro,
Li anche la notte è meno oscura.
Io sogno d'anime che sono sempre libere,
Come le nuvole che volano.
pien´de´umanita...

Nella fantasia esiste un vento caldo,
Che soffia sulle città, come amico.
Io sogno d'anime che sono sempre libere,
Come le nuvole che volano,
Pien' d'umanità in fondo all'anima.

2005-12-10T20:36:00.000+08:00

Il Divo Unbreak My Heart (Regresa A Mi) Lyrics

REGRESA A MI

No me abandones asi
hablando solo de ti
Ven y devuelveme al fin
la sonrisa que se fue
Una vez mas
tocar tu piel
e hondo suspirar
Recuperemos lo que se ha perdido

(Chorus)
Regresa a mi
Quiereme otra vez
Borra el dolor
que al irte me dio
cuando te separaste de mi
Dime que si
Yo no quiero llorar
Regresa a mi

Extraño el amor que se fue
Extraño la dicha tambien
Quiero que vengas a mi
y me vuelvas a querer
No puedo mas
si tu no estas
Tienes que llegar
Mi vida se apaga
sin ti a mi lado

(Chorus)
Regresa a mi
Quiereme otra vez
Borra el dolor que al irte me dio
cuando te separaste de mi
Dime que si
Yo no quiero llorar
Regresa a mi

No me abandones asi
hablando solo de ti
Devuelveme la pasion de tus brazos
Regresa a mi
Quiereme otra vez
Borra el dolor
que al irte me dio
cuando te separaste de mi
Dime que si
Yo no quiero llorar
Borra el dolor
que al irte me dio
cuando te separaste de mi
Dime que si
Dime que si

Regresa a mi

Regresa a mi

2005-12-08T15:40:00.000+08:00

Men Are from Mars Women Are from Venus

Imagine that men are from Mars and women are from Venus.One day long ago the Martians,looking through their telescopes,discovered the Venusians.Just glimpsing the Venusians awakened feelings they had never known.They fell in love and quickly invented space travel and flew to Venus.

The Venusians welcomed the Martians with open arms.They had intuitively known that this day would come.Their hearts opened wide to a love they had never felt before.

The love between the Venusians and Martians was magical.They delighted in being together,doing things together,and sharing together.Though from different worlds,they reveled in their differences.They spent months learning about each other,exploring and appreciating their different needs,preferences,and behaviour patterns.For years they lived together in love and harmony.

Then they decided to fly to Earth.In the beginning everything was wonderful and beautiful.But the effects of Earth's atmosphere took hold,and one morning everyone woke up with a peculiar kind of amnesia-selective amnesia!

Both the Martians and Venusians forgot that they were from different planets and were supposed to be differents.In one morning everything that they had learned about their differences was erased from their memory.And since that day men and women have been in conflict.

2005-11-22T15:31:00.000+08:00

Jay Chou's November's Chopin

夜曲

一群嗜血的蚂蚁被腐肉所吸引我面无表情看孤独的风景
失去你爱恨开始分明失去你还有什麼事好关心
当鸽子不再象徵和平我终于被提醒广场上喂食的是秃鹰
我用漂亮的押韵形容被掠夺一空的爱情
啊乌云开始遮蔽夜色不干净公园里葬礼的回音在漫天飞行送你的白色玫瑰
在纯黑的环境凋零乌鸦在树枝上诡异的很安静
静静听我黑色的大衣想温暖你日渐冰冷的回忆走过的走过的生命
啊四周弥漫雾气我在空旷的墓地老去后还爱你
为你弹奏萧邦的夜曲纪念我死去的爱情跟夜风一样的声音心碎的很好听
手在键盘敲很轻我给的思念很小心你埋葬的地方叫幽冥
为你弹奏萧邦的夜曲纪念我死去的爱情而我为你隐姓埋名在月光下弹琴
对你心跳的感应还是如此温热亲近怀念你那鲜红的唇印
那些断翅的蜻蜓散落在这森林而我的眼睛没有丝毫同情
失去你泪水混浊不清失去你我连笑容都有阴影
风在长满青苔的屋顶嘲笑我的伤心像一口没有水的枯井
我用凄美的字型描绘后悔莫及的那爱情
为你弹奏萧邦的夜曲纪念我死去的爱情跟夜风一样的声音心碎的很好听
手在键盘敲很轻我给的思念很小心你埋葬的地方叫幽冥
为你弹奏萧邦的夜曲纪念我死去的爱情而我为你隐姓埋名
在月光下弹琴对你心跳的感应还是如此温热亲近怀念你那鲜红的唇印

I love this song the most among all the latest songs from Jay Chou...pretty romantic and yet melancholic....sob...sob...sob...this song is specially written to immortalize his deepest love to his beloved who had passed away which literally gives us a hint about his irretrievable love with his ex-gf(whoever knows Jay Chou must be pretty well-informed about his ex..:P)But anyway,I love that song tremendously.....hope u all will love it as well...*wink*

2005-11-21T19:13:00.000+08:00

RYAN CABRERA LYRICS

Shine On

I've given every moment I had
Still I can never seem to keep up with you
You're done with one mile, and on to another one thousand
Still I could never seem to keep up with you

I know you'll be better off without me when I'm gone
You know you're beautiful
You're beautiful

[Chorus]
Shine on
You were made to shine on
and you know I love you
even if we can or can't be friends I'll be with you till the very end
Shine on
You were made to

It's keeping me awake everynight
But I can never seem to give up on you

I know you'll be better off without me when I'm gone
You know you're beautiful
You're beautiful

[Chorus]
Shine on
You were made to shine on
and you know I love you
even if we can or can't be friends I'll be with you till the very end
Shine on
You were made to

Nobody's wrong
Nobody's right
Keep moving on

Shine on
You were made to shine on

[Chorus]
Shine on
You were made to shine on
and you know I love you
even if we can or can't be friends
You're gonna be better than you've ever been so
Shine on

You're gonna be just fine
You're gonna be alright love
You're gonna be just fine
You're gonna be alright love

This song is perfectly matched when a guy falls prey to his ideal girl..blah..blah..blah.. no doubt it's pretty nice...blah..blah..blah.....

2005-11-21T18:56:00.000+08:00

RYAN CABRERA LYRICS

True

I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
That you belong with me

You might think I don't look
But deep inside the corner of my mind
I'm attatched to you
mmmm

I'm weak, it's true
Cause I'm afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cause my heart keeps falling faster

[chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

You don't know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move

I'm weak, it's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know you met me?

[Chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

I know when I go
I'll be on my way to you
The way that's true

[chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

Another great song from Ryan..pretty touching and tuneful...

2005-11-21T18:35:00.000+08:00

RYAN CABRERA LYRICS

On The Way Down

Sick and Tired of this world
There's no more air
Trippin' over myself
Goin' nowhere
Waiting
Suffocating
No direction
And I took a dive

And on the way down
I saw you
And you saved me
From myself
And I won't forget
The way you loved me
On the way down
Almost fell right through
But I held onto you

I've been wondering why
It's only me
Have you always been inside
Waiting to breathe
It's alright
Sunlight
On my face
I wake up and yeah, I'm alive

'cause on the way down
I saw youAnd you saved me
From myself
And I won't forget
The way you loved me
On the way down
Almost fell right through
But I held onto you

I was so afraid
Of going under
But now
The weight of the world
Feels like nothing, no, nothing

Down, down, down
You're all I wanted
Down, down, down
You're all I needed
Down, down, down
You're all I wanted
You're all I needed

And I won't forget the way you loved me

All that I wanted
All that I needed

On the way down
I saw you
And you saved me
From myself
And I won't forget
The way you loved me
On the way downI almost fell right through
But I held onto you

Down, down, down
But I held onto you
Down, down, down
But I held onto you

Hmm..I love his voice tremendously....soothing and yet macho enough:P....not to mention he's good-looking as well*wink*...haha..hope u'll love it,Bloggy..

2005-10-31T12:51:00.000+08:00

Need A Laugh?

50 Best Ever Jokes(Part 1)

1."Typhoid!Tetanus!Measles!"the doctor shouted.Puzzled,a new nurse asked the sister,"Why is he yelling like that?"
The sister explained,"He likes to call the shots around here."

2.Separated from his travel group in the Sahara Desert,a tourist begged a passing nomad for water."Sorry,"said the tribesman."I have no water,but I do have a selection of lovely ties for sale."
"You must be crazy,"the tourist replied.Close to death from thirst,he saw another nomad."Water!"he gasped."Give me some water."
"I have no water,"came the reply,"only these handsome ties that I'd be glad to sell you."
The tourist stumbled on until,to his astonishment,he saw a magnificient hotel far in the distance.Crawling at last into the lobby,he croaked,"Please give me water."
"I'm sorry,sir,"the doorman said."We don't let anyone in without a tie."

3.Judge to accused:"Have you anything to offer before I pass sentence on you?"
Accused:"No,Your Honour.My lawyer took my last dollar."

4.With the storm raging,the captain realised his ship was sinking fast.He called out,"Does anyone here know how to pray?"
One man stepped forward."Yes,Captain,I pray a lot."
"Good,"said the captain."You pray while the rest of us put on life jackets.We're one short."

5.Two cockcroaches were munching on rubbish."I was in that new restaurant across the street,"said one."It's so clean!"The kitchen is spotless and the floors gleam.It's the most sanitary place I've ever seen."
"Please,"frowned the other cockroach."Not while I'm eating!"

6.Late one night,after an evening of heavy drinking,Smitty took a short cut through a cemetery and fell into a newly dug grave.He couldn't get out,so he lay at the bottom and fell asleep.
Early next morning,the grave-digger heard moans and groans.He investigated,saw the shivering figure in the grave and demanded,"What's wrong with you,making all that noise?"
"I'm so cold,"Smitty shivered.
"Well it's no wonder,"said the gravedigger."You've kicked all the dirt off yourself."

7.Pierre and Francois were having lunch together.Pierre was very sad and declared,"My love life is finished."
"These are remedies,"Francois told him."Try oysters.Some people say they are miraculous restorers of virility."
"I am desperate,"said Pierre."I have a date tonight and will do as you suggest.Garcon,bring me a dozen oysters."He downed them,ordered another dozen,then a dozen more.
"You should't overdo it,"Francois cautioned."Oysters are very powerful.Let's go now.Call me tomorrow and tell me how you went."
The next day,the phone rang."Oysters,bah!"said Pierre."They are overrated.I ate three dozen,did I not?Well,only nine worked!"

8.A man went into a pub,asked for a scotch,drank it and got up to leave.The barman yelled,"Hey,where's my money?"
"I paid you,"the man insisted and walked out.Then another man came in,drank a scotch and did the same thing.When a third man entered and ordered a scotch,the barman told him,"Two men just came in and asked for scotch just like you,then left,saying they'd paid.Whar do you think about that?"
"Stop babbling,"muttered the third man,"and give me my change."

9.Babysitter to parents:"By the way,I promised Amy that if she went to bed without any fuss you'd buy her a horse in the morning."

10.A sales manager complained to a colleague about one of his salesmen."George is so forgetful it's a wonder he can sell anything.I asked him to get me a sandwich while he's out for lunch,but I'm not sure he'll even remember to come back."
Just then the door flew open and in came George."You'll never guess what happened,"he exclaimed."At lunch,I met the head of one of the biggest firms in the country.We got talking and he gave me an order worth $15 million!"
"See,"said the sales manager."I told you he'd forget the sandwich."

2005-10-30T21:44:00.000+08:00

MUET TEST

I sat for 3 papers of MUET which include writing,listening and comprehension this morning.Pretty ok for all the papers except for summary writing.I had spent 15 minutes only for the summary writing which might cause me to flunk it easily.Dunno whether my sixth sense was accurate or not in such an inadequate period.:(Frankly speaking,I always depend on my instinct to score well in summary writing.:P.So hopefully,it would work this time.For the essay writing part,I had written 5 pages with space in between lines which was not a recommended and proper way to complete writing paper(Caution:Don't Try This Action During MUET Test As It Might Make You Lose Unnecessary Marks).For the listening paper,it seemed like my brain was rather blurred or my ears were stucked with ear-plugs(juz crapping),I just heard of a mumble of indistinct conversations.But luckily,I could answer them well and without much mistakes(or all correct I guess:P)hehe..For the comprehension paper,I think I could answer most of the questions precisely.:PNot to mention there was a spider who had scared me 5 minutes before the end of my comprehension paper.It landed on my head "safely" and crawled on my table randomly.I t had assaulted me indirectly.sob.sob.sob(juz kidding) So overall,I think I could manage all the questons well.:P
After finishing the last paper which is listening paper,I had planned a hangout with my schoolmates and teaching school's frens in a shopping mall.But the stewpid and unforgiven dark-skinned thieves had stolen my happiness and relaxed hours indirectly.They had also plundered possessions of my cousin and her family.Haiz...too bad...Those cretinuous and feather-brained had ruined my flawless plan.ERRGGHHHHH!!!!!They had spoilt my opportunity to gather with my maktab's frens and widen my social circle.Errghhh.I was made compulsory to comfort and calm them due to their great loss.So I had to cancelled my outing plan.Haiz....I am still disgruntled for missing that hangout as they had watched Corpse Bride(which is a touching movie for the Halloween Day according to my fren who had weeped for the whole movie and was made a laughing stock by her classmates) that day...sob.sob.sob....
Later that night,I had a reunion with my Alma Mater's schoolmates(which are Standard Three Skippers specifically) and a former form teacher.She is still charming and benevolent like before.I was late for the reunion due to a sudden visit by my dad's customer.Really feel remorse and abashed for that..haiz....But we had a great time that night as we had many conversation topics due to my fren's dexterous communication skills.blah...She also served us with mouth-watering and not-too-sweet dessert that night.Pretty looking forward to the gathering next time.hehe..Her sons sent me to my relative's home after the gathering.They are pretty great conversationalists as we had chatted alot on education(specifically on biology-based field as one of them is majoring in pure biology in USM KL while the other one is majoring in pharmacy in UCSI).It had enhanced my cognizance on biology and the scholarship system of UCSI which I had rejected its scholarship this year.haha....
Well.I think I should end my long-winded conversation with u now...feel drowsy and lethargic now...wanna have a date with Sleeping Beauty right now(juz being crappy)....so see ya..sleep tight..sweet dreams...tk gd care and God bless...hehe..

2005-10-30T20:56:00.000+08:00

My Review on Kyumei Byoto 24 Ji 3(Episode 2)

I watched Kyumei Byoto 24 Ji 3 (Emergency Room 24 Hours 3) today on 8tv.It is a famous japanese drama not only covers life in the ER,but the human side of doctors and their love for family.It has potrayed the miserable life in Tokyo after the heart of Japan is doomed of earthquake of scale 7.I am really touched by Dr. Shindo's and Dr. Kaedo's undivided dedication to the wretched survivors of the catastrophe albeit they are worried about their closed ones simultaneously.They manage to manipulate their complicated emotion well when they are confronting with the same concern and problems just like other victims and yet could perform surgeries on seriously injured patients in calm and "cool" manner.I really admire Dr. Kaedo's determination to stay back in the hospital to rescue other victims though she is also worried abotu her fiance when most of the doctors and hospital staff leave the hospital immediately as they are worried about their family members.It would be difficult for her to endure such condition when she has to concentrate in saving other victims.That marvellous drama has really made me have the urge to become a doctor in future abruptly.Haha.Frankly speaking,I used to oppose to conventional medicine before watching this drama as I think conventional medicine has brought many adverse effects to most of the patients.But I have changed my mind on conventional medicine from now onwards.Haha.Nevertheless,I still maintain my full support to alternative medicine and I strongly believe that maybe there will be a efficacious combination between alternative and conventional medicine appearing in future to heal all human beings' diseases effectively.Only Heaven knows.:P

2005-10-24T16:56:00.000+08:00

MY VERY FIRST ENCOUTER WITH MUET SPEAKING TEST

Dearest Bloggy,
Hi,Bloggy.How r u doing?Really missed ur companion during the exam period...I have lotsa feeling and thoughts that I wanna share and confide to you.....
My MUET exam turned out to be pretty smooth as I had gone thru lotsa practices everyday before the sitting for the speaking test(more than 20 times if I'm not mistaken)...but frankly speaking I'm not sure whether I could get excellent marks for the test or not because I was kinda stammering and repeating a few points after finishing my points before the allocated time...Let me tell you what I had gone thru before entering the exam room....
Firstly,we were told to sign the exam slips and other doucments as well.Then, we waited patiently in the discussion room.While waiting in the room,we were having a little chit-chat to "warm-up" as we didn't want to have "cold situation" (which is translated directly from mandarin)during the real speaking test...We were kinda urging or more like "begging" the first "unfortunate" group to speak louder especially the famous female soprano in our school in order to give us some "tips" on the question came out.Hehe...
Meanwhile, I was discussing secret strategies and tactics with my group members such as giving hints like shaking her pen when someone had finished her points....Then,I thought of the problem of having emergency like out of vocabulary during the speaking test.I suggested that we could vibrate the pen vigorously in order to ask for SOS.haha.Everyone started to comment on my proposal and gave lotsa harsh critiques.:(
Actually,I was making fun all the way during the "detention" period in order to de-stress my pals.Yea.Another interesting event that I would like to share with you.One of my group members(a prefect) and the Head Boy of my school were trying to eavesdrop on the first group's conversation by "sticking" their ears to the door in order to be more "well-prepared".haha.I couldn't believe that they had actually "ruined" the well-maintained image of so-called "disciplinary pioneers".haha.But their effort seem to go vain as we couldn't even listen to the sound of dropping needle out there...
Another group member of mine was having hydrochloric acid flown from her stomach to her throat I guess as she was sitting on the tenterhooks.I tried to calm her down and I think she had performed well in her speaking exam.
Well,I guess my group had performed pretty well during the speaking exam as we didn't have "cold situation" and we had tried our best to touch on every aspects as told by my MUET tuition teacher.hehe.That's all for my MUET speaking test.Nothing much to say about it.Hmmm...I might tell you other funny events during the test if only they coruscate thru my mind someday....Sorry...I might be crappy a little bit today...OK..I'm gonna end my crappy monologue as soon as possible today to prevent myself from having schizophrenic..hahahaha..

2005-10-01T03:55:00.000+08:00

My Ultimate Obssession To Ghibli's Animations

Dear Bloggy,

I'm really delirious with joy today.I have finally bought a Chu Totoro as my handphone's latest attachment.It's not a normal handphone's accessory like I had before.It's the best handphone's appendage that I could ever have in my life.You couldn't believe how extreme I fanatic about Ghibli's incredible masterpieces and all its goods.I have collected almost all the piece de resistance of Hayao Miyazaki,who is one of the greatest animators and directors in Japan,or WORLD and I would say he deserves that title the most if compared with other animators.His magnum opuses have recalled my sweet childhood memories whenever I watch them.In addition,they have also indubitably unveiled the authentic and deepest part of my heart(which is childlike,innocent,angelic,....) :p whenever I watch them.Sometimes,they make me repentent for the puerile actions that I had commited when I was young and naive.Sometimes,they also make me laugh like a drain when the characters in the animation act like the way I was when I was small.They have really made my day brighter and lighter when I am in bad mood. There is an intangible force that spur me and encourage me to be a better and obesient person whenever I watch the animantions.I really love them from the bottom of my heart.

I am currently trying to gather as many goods as possible.They are indisputably worthwhile to be collected.Haha.I couldn't bear the temptation of them whenever I see them displayed on the racks.But when it comes to buy them,I'll ponder twice before getting them home.After all,I'm a rational person as their prices are really expensive due to their identity of imported products,especially from Japan.Besides that,they are all genuine and original goods.There are no pirated versions of them available in Malaysia.Haha.I don't mean that I will buy the pirated version of Ghibli's stuff if they are sold in Malaysia.

I could still vividly recollect that I had told my friends that I hope that I would like to have the largest Totoro's in the shop as a present for my good achievement in SPM on the day before the result was released.I had also told my cousins about my wish when we were celebrating my success in getting good result.But till today,nobody seems to fulfill my little dream.It's not that I am not willing or I dont have the money to own such a dear Totoro.Instead,I hope that I would get it as a grant for my diligence and assiduity.It would be more meaningful if I get it with my own punctillio and devotion in my studies.I hope that my message will be clearly passed to my friends and relatives.wink*Haha.Hope that no one will disappoint me again.wink*Haha.

Hmmm....I think that's all for today.Hope that you will have a nice day,dude.

P/S:I sincerely hope that you will deliver my little request distinctly to my friends,relatives or even Santa Claus .Haha.Hope that I won't be disillusioned again this time.:p

2005-09-30T13:06:00.000+08:00

Daniel Powter
Bad Day

Where is the moment when needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

*You stand in the line just ahead of the law
You're faking a smile with the coffee you go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
*You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
*You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day

(Oh.. Holiday..)

Sometimes the system goes on the brink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
*That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
*You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Had a bad day
Had a bad day

This is my recent favourite song.I love it tremendously.Or I should say I'm totally addicted to it.Hope that my dudes will like it too.:-)

2005-09-27T19:51:00.000+08:00

Dear Bloggy,
Hi.How r u,bloggy?Hmm..I'm not feeling well...sob..sob...sob...

CUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Angel,dont start ur blog like that lah...I know u r unwell..but u shouldnt have presented ur illness in ur first blog..U will be TERRIFYING others instead of ANGELIFYING others....Remember to leave sweet memories in your first blog.haha..be serious rite now..

Dear Bloggy,
Hi.Nice to have u in my life.Hmm..Our encounter can be counted as unique..Let starts from what I had faced so far today....

I woke up at 2am "miraculously" this morning after having 3 hours of sleeping.The strange thing is i didnt even feel drowsy although i was revising my bio when everyone was having tight sleep.I wonder was there any problem with my whatever body system.Then,i sat for the bio n chem exams until 12pm.Feeling gross for not doing well in exams.I aligned to music therapy to soothe my feeling.Ok.Why was I still energetic at that time?I should had succumbed to my cosy bed's temptation ages before when I didnt have adequate sleeping.There must be something wrong with my system.The intention of getting a short siesta didnt even have the single opportunity to invade my nervous system.Maybe it's because I think that sleeping is a profligate way of spending time.(This is juz my personal opinion.No offence to nap-lovers:P)Btw,i am pretty impressed with my unflapping energy.:PHaha
Went out to bank with my dad.The "normal" effects had finally reacted "efficaciously"with my system.When the cold "breeze" from air-conditional "caressed" my face repeatedly,I was surrendering to it at last.No matter how strengthful my body was before,it had ultimately renounced its pertinacious principle.Haha.
But the somnolence reached my body system at undesirable time.I was going to attend my tuition in half-an-hour.It was really agonizing my body,especially my eyelids.Arghhhh!!!I had to endure the heavy eyelids for two more hours.We were having the mock MUET speaking test during the tuition .But I had performed grossly in it with a running nose and a pair of heavy eyelids.My mind couldnt spun with the normal velocity.I was stammering all the way.Haiz.
The only thing that really warmed my heart out was the concerns shown by my tuition mates.They kept reminding me to drink water as they saw my face was blushing red.I am still feeling touched by their concerns.:-)One of my online frens also smsed me after knowing that i m not feeling well.I told her that I couldnt even close my eyes albeit my body was really exhausted and weary.She told me that maybe i was getting very tensed up.She was just kidding me,rite?OK.I admit that I used to be panic-stricken whenever I had a test before.But it was long time before,which was before I graduated from my alma mater.But human beings acclimatize to changing environment every day,every minute and even every second.My mind was extremely calm and peaceful this morning.I wasnt on tenterhooks.Hmm..Maybe it's because of the metamorphosis that I had gone through during six-months holidays.
After all,I still havent got any rest(or sleep) so far after coming back from tuition.Haha.Getting know you really makes me robust and provides me with unflapping strength.Haha.
I think that's all for today.It's really nice to meet you,my new fren.You really make my day brighter and lighter.Haha.Have a nice day.See ya.

P/S:Thanks for listening to my gibberish and balderdash attentatively without any complaints.Haha.Nice to have u in my life,dude.